Apartment

Most of you know that Lizzy and I moved, yet again. This time though we are in a bit of a predicament. We are going to have to pay double rent for essentially June and July, while taking to a trip to Orlando.

So far the whole money issue is becoming very stressful. Not only am I working less at work, but our expenses are going up a little too. This is one event that will require extreme faith. And that is the hard part. I want a solution now, I don't want to have to wait and stress for the answer.

So many of us forget to rely on our faith when needed. We know we have faith, yet when it is required, we forget we have it. God knows what He's doing, He doesn't need us telling him how He's messing up. On Saturday I read the column of someone I can't remember at this point. However, his article talked about how he thought he knew more than God.

While in fact there is no way we'll ever know more than God. He also explained how God doesn't need our help. There isn't really a way we can help God improve or know more. However, we can help God achieve His plan for our lives. We need to listen to God and wait, however, not just wait. We do need to act.

But it seems that we have become a society of want, and we want it now! God doesn't care what our society has become, he doesn't necessarily care to cater to us 24/7. We need to trust God, and his timing. He's able to see what His decisions will bring, where we can't. We make decisions then find out the result. Sometimes good, sometime bad.

So my next goal is to listen more and not drown God in my sorrows. He knows them and needs to hear them, but I shouldn't assume I know what will work. I need to rely on God for the answers. All to often I think I find the answers and just tell Him/myself, if this would happen it would all be solved. Or if I could get this kind of job and car and etc. Rely on God and let him drive the car without a backseat driver.