Do you ever get to a point where everything seems to come crashing down on you. You feel as though everything that you have thought was secure seems to be coming undone. Plans that you have fall through, promises go unfulfilled. Does stress ever tear apart you and the person you love. You still love them but the stress causes pain and irritability. How do I handle all the stress and keep my level of love up? How do I show her that I still care and that I am sorry for not showing her more of my love more of how much I care. It seems that everything in every class is due all at once. I am stressed and take it out on her. It isn't fun to be like this, always arguing always fighting about senseless things. We are getting married in lets see . . . 74 days. We are trying to get everything figured out invitations purchased and sent, wedding dress, tux, cake, order of the service, finding a place to live, figuring out how to pay for everything finishing another year of school. Stress is definitely taking over. Slowly taking away my joyful spirit. Taking over what used to be a happy life. I can't wait for school to end so I can get rid of the stress that school causes. The wedding causes enough stress, school just adds to that. We'll see how all this stress turns out.
Short and Sweet
So I am getting ready for church but also thinking about how many days until July 7. It is now at 82 days. I'm pretty excited.