waiting

There's still a lot of things we can do to prepare for a baby. But
right now it seems we just sit and wait. I'm starting to get more
excited now that I have seen a picture. It's hard to imagine that
there is life when you don't really see any signs. It'll be nice to
have the baby in the summer that way we can figure some things out
before school starts. And that should be interesting in itself. Brand
new baby and a new school year. Well I'm headed to bed now, it's 12
and class is at 8. Not too fun and there could be snow or ice or just
cold.

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Class Time

So sitting in class listening to a lecture about Good Night and Good Luck and other television talk. So we went to the doctor yesterday and everything looks okay. The baby is about 11 weeks along and the doctor thought that it was going to be a boy. It'll be interesting to see the growing of the baby along the way. I was surprised how quick three months went by. Back to notes now.

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Trying out a new feature

I'm trying out a new feature to see if it works. Here it goes.

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Update

I'm hoping to use this more in the future so stay tuned to whoever actually reads this thing. Right now I have to type a paper which I have been stalling on for three hours or so.

What life means

Do you ever get to a point where everything seems to come crashing down on you. You feel as though everything that you have thought was secure seems to be coming undone. Plans that you have fall through, promises go unfulfilled. Does stress ever tear apart you and the person you love. You still love them but the stress causes pain and irritability. How do I handle all the stress and keep my level of love up? How do I show her that I still care and that I am sorry for not showing her more of my love more of how much I care. It seems that everything in every class is due all at once. I am stressed and take it out on her. It isn't fun to be like this, always arguing always fighting about senseless things. We are getting married in lets see . . . 74 days. We are trying to get everything figured out invitations purchased and sent, wedding dress, tux, cake, order of the service, finding a place to live, figuring out how to pay for everything finishing another year of school. Stress is definitely taking over. Slowly taking away my joyful spirit. Taking over what used to be a happy life. I can't wait for school to end so I can get rid of the stress that school causes. The wedding causes enough stress, school just adds to that. We'll see how all this stress turns out.

Short and Sweet

So I am getting ready for church but also thinking about how many days until July 7. It is now at 82 days. I'm pretty excited.

New stuff

So I am now engaged. I have to say that it has been amazing so far. It's getting to the point where I really have to start planning. I am the one that likes to wait until the last minute to get things done. Well I don't have that option this time. I have planned the honeymoon but still need to find a tux and start helping with invitations and such. We only have 4 more Mondays of school then summer break. 5 weeks of school left? It went by so fast. Now its homework homework homework until the end.

Just One

This is just a quick little note to say hello. So far this week has been anything but exceptional in the realms of school. I am in an apathetic mood towards school right now and cannot find motivation anywhere to do homework. I want to be done with school yet able to get the dream job that I have wanted. Yet these two do not go hand in hand. So, I am off to possibly and hopefully get some sort of schooling done tonight.


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